MIssing my soldier :(

     So im pretty new to this blogging thing..Im not to sure what to do exactly..I figured it would really help me out tho while my husband is away..Im recently married on march 8th to my wonderful husband who is a u.s army soldier..Its taking some time getting use to him being gone all the time..We've been married almost 5 months and Ive only seen him 3 weeks out of it..Its unbelievably hard with out him..Hes currently stationed in Germany and has been there since may..Its been quite difficult on getting things together to even get the process started getting me over there..Its like one minute it seems as if everything coming together and then the next everything falling apart again..Hes at some mission training and qualification thing rite now and has about 20 some days left before hes back at base..Were hoping to have me in Germany by September but im not holding my breath,,I try so hard to stay positive but its sooo not easy..And he stays sooo strong but it gets to him too and its so hard to help him through it when im not there..I feel like theres much more i should be doing even though i know there really isnt at this point..I love and miss you baby soooo damn much <3 If any one has ne sugestions feel free i deffinately need the help. <3